Have myself rati and mandeep good married life?

mandeep loves me lot but he said that he will not marry me. but i love him lot.prob is that he is reformer and engineer also. he does not believe in marriage but i wanna marry with him will he marry with me. i have a baby but my husband has been dead. so that for me and my baby want a bright future.mandeep loves me but confused in married life will he accecpted my marriage proposal. mer hisab se jise pyaar karo to usse liftime tak nibhana chahiye. will he supported me in future establised.